Ek ladki jisne
majburi me kisi aur se shadi kar li hai .. wo apne mehboob ko yaad kar rahi
hai……
Ae chand tu
to rahta hai badlon se bhi upar duniya ki sabse unchi chhat par….
Ek baar zor
zor se padh kar suna de mere mahboob ko jo kuchh likha hai mere khat par…..
Use kahna ki
majboor na huye hote… to aaj hum ikathe baithe tujhe nihar rahe hote….
Teri mang me
jo jade hai sitare… un sitaron ko apni ungliyon se snwar rahe hote…..
Use ye bhi
kahna ki mere sine me jo dil dhadkta hai na wo aaj bhi dhak dhak ki jagah uska
naam pukarta hai …
Jab bhi aata
hai uska chehra meri ankhon ke samne… to dil badi shiddat se uski nazar utarta
hai …..
usse Kahna
ki maine uske baad sansen to bahut lin magar jeena uske baad se hi chhod diya…
Aur puchhna
usse bhi … ki jo sapno ka mahal hamne sajaya tha.. wo abhi bacha hai ya usne
bhi use tod diya….
usse puchna
ki wo kabhi bahane se mere sasural wali gali se gujrta kyun nahi….
Kya main
parayi hogyi hun ?? wo ab mere dil ke angan me pahle ki tara utarta kyun nahi…
Use btana ki
uske khaton ko maine aaj bhi apni almari me chhupa kar rakha hai …..
Aur un
khaton par gire uske ansuon ke swad ko na jane kitni bar apni honthon se chakha
hai…..
Use ye bhi
batana ki main aaj bhi uska chehra aksar raton ko tujh me dhundha karti hun…
Use ye ahsas
zaroor karana ki bhale hi main zinda dikhti hun magar uski yaad me roz ghut
ghut kar marti hun…..
Ye akhri
baat use kahna ki kabhi bhoole bhatke hi sahi magar ek baar apna deedar kara
jaye….
Na haqeeqat
me sahi magar kam se kam wo ek baar mere sapno me hi aajaye…..
aise chand
agar wo so raha ho. to tu uske balon me dhire se hath ferna.. wo ye bahut
pasand karta hai…
usse kehna
ki wo hamesha khush rahe….. koi aaj bhi use muskurate dekhen k liye tarashta
hai…..
usse kehna
ki marte dam tak meri yahi duwa raregi ki wo apni zindgi me koi bhi gam na
sahe….
uske jo
sapne the na.. .unhe wo pura kare…. mujhe bhul kr hamesha k liye… wo apni
zindgi me age badhe….
Us ladke Ka Jawab…
Us ladke Ka Jawab…
Kal raat jab
main baitha tha akela tanha sa.. to laga jaise ki chand mujhse kuchh kahna
chahta hai…
Kuchh der ke
liye niche zameen par utar kar wo meri soch ke sath bahna chahta hai….
Agle hi pal
maine paya ki chand mere bagal me baitha hua bahut dheere dheere muskura raha
hai…
Kisi apne
khoye huye ka haal mere kanon me badi dheere dheere suna raha hai….
Chand ki
baton ko sun meri bhi ankh nam aur honth muskurane lage…
Hum bhi naa
chahte huye apne mahboob ke khat ka jawab chand ko sunnane lage….
Wo Mahboob
jo kayi salon pahle majboori me chala gya tha mujhe mere hal par chhod kar….
Kuchh haseen
pal de kar aur khuchh rangeen sapne buri tarah se tod kar….
Usne aaj
itne salon baad mujhe khat bheja hai chand ke hathon aur shikayat ki hai ki
main uski gali me aata nahi…
Zamane beet
gaye magar main uske dil se nikal na saka aur ek main hun ki apna chehra tak
use dikhata nahi…
Haan jayaz
hai uska mujhe is baat ke liye kosna ki maine uski khabar tak kyun na li…
Uski khabar
to chhodo kabhi apni khushi gum ki khabar bhi use na di…
Magar ae
chand tu bhi ab mera jawab use jaa kar bade pyar se batana….
Jo tu
dekhega apni ankhon se wo sara manzar use uski ankhon se dikhana…
Use kahna ki
jis din wo gayi usi din se meri zindagi kisi purani ujad haveli ki tarah veeran
hogyi …..
Jo kabhi
ubhari thi ek shayar ke naam se meri wo shakhsiyat bhi gumnam hogyi….
Wo chahe
jaise taise ek naye ghar ki mehman to ban gyi thi…
Meri na ban
saki na sahi magar kisi aur ki jaan to ban gayi thi….
Magar main
yahan din raat akela gumon ki maar sahta raha…
Apna dard
chikh chikh kar in dar deewaron se kahta raha….
Mera man hua
ki ek baar tere sasural ki galiyon me ghoom aaun main…
Paas se na
sahi magar dur se hi tere mathe ko haule se choom aaun main…..
Magar fir
kadam ruk gaye ye soch kar ki kahin tu mujhe dekh kar ro na baithe….
Kahin mera
aks padte hi samne tu apni khushiyon ko apne hathon se kho na baithe….
Tere liye hi
main apna har gum sahta raha magar kisi se kuchh na kaha….
Magar afsos
main tujhse kiya wada nibha na saka kyun ki main kamzor hota raha….
Tu kabhi ye
khabar to leti …. ki main itne din kahan kho gya tha….
Shayad tab
tujhe maloom chalta… ki tere jane ke kuchh dinon baad hi main maut ki neend so
gya tha….
Magar aaj
bhi apni kabar par baitha rahta hun.. isi din ke intzar me…..
Ki kabhi to
tu aayegi …. meri in do ankhon ke deedar me…..
Aaj chand ko
apna sara hal a dil bata kar .. tere pas bhijwa raha hun ….
Ab main
skoon se so sakta hun meri jaan… isi liye laut kar ab kabr me jaa raha hun……..
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